I am awfully greedy; I want everything from life. I want to be a woman and to be a man, to have many friends and to have loneliness, to work much and write good books, to travel and enjoy myself, to be selfish and to be unselfish… You see, it is difficult to get all which I want. And then when I do not succeed I get mad with anger.
Simone de Beauvoir (via observando)

They say ‘When nothing goes right, go left’. Maybe it’s the point. I decided to break out of my routine, to make it a way of life, not just the way of escaping from it. I want to wake up everyday with a feeling that world is FOR me to live in, rather than AGAINST me. I have to accept I’m not a kind of pragmatist with specified goals and rules to obey. I want to live a life full of control but the one I truly chose, which liberates, not limits. These are my task for tomorrow. I keep my fingers crossed. First time for myself.

I don’t wanna leave ;( why do all good things come to an end?